Sorry? Who is the rude one here?
I have a terrible habit of avoiding my phone and email once I’ve started to spiral into isolation behaviours so, when I fell asleep on Monday night and slept through until Tuesday night at 1230 (wed morn really) I knew I had fucked up. I was supposed to connect with M on Tuesday after we talked on Monday. I emailed him when I woke up. He replied but knew he’d be pissed of and avoided facing it. When I finally broke down and looked this is what he sent:
You rude fucking cunt.
That was it. I closed my email and ignored the following 4 or 5.
Don’t I just have the most understanding friends ever??? He wouldn’t even forgive me one day, knowing full well how I’ve been struggling. It’s all about him though right?
Now I’m glad I missed him on Tuesday. That’s the last time I need to learn that particular lesson. Wow eh? Why am I so thick when it comes to this prick? Like I said in my last post: I’m going to settle in and stop with all the people who take more than I can give. I just don’t have enough to go around and, even if I did, they just don’t deserve it.