So sick 

pain is winning this weekend. I slept from yesterday afternoon (early evening, dunno what time) until 330 this afternoon. Woke up, overheated, sweat dripping off my body and soaking my clothes. I drank some water, had something to eat, promptly and violently threw it up (the pain was so bad I couldn’t keep anything down. Body goes into reject mode). I tried to take meds, threw those up, sipped water very slowly, threw that up, collapsed on the bathroom floor (the cool tile felt so good on my skin, and the. Dayne came by, noticed my situation and carried me to the couch, turned the fan on high and put an ice pack under my neck. I slept until now (I don’t know what time it is…600 ish?  Maybe?). 

My head, neck, face and spine hurt so much I can barely move but it’s come down from that critical level of seeing stars. 

Well that was a waste of a weekend now wasn’t it. Can hardly wait to go back to work tomorrow 😦 


About Grainne

My name is Grainne. This blog has been with me for years now and has served as a journal, a confessional, an outlet and a place for me to create and express my love of life. Thank you for stopping by and for becoming a part of this life long journey of mine. I appreciate every single one of you who takes the time to do so. :)

4 responses to “So sick ”

  1. The Sound of Ed's Voice says :

    Ummmm how can we fix this?!?!

  2. ambivalencegirl says :

    Feeling any better? I spent Saturday quite ill as well. I’m never sure if it’s c-PTSD ill or really ill. ❤

    • Grainne says :

      Thanks. So confusing isn’t it? Anxiety? Pain? Flu? Even getting sick isn’t simple. I wish there was a pill I could take that would fix all of the above. And then some. Thanks for checking on me. xox

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