Not even here…

This is not turning out to be the best week of my life.  I’ve been struggling with falling asleep since the weekend and they’re getting worse as the hours pass.  This is my second intense ‘attack’ of the day today and I’m so frustrated I’m almost in tears.  I feel so fucking alone.  I just want to crawl into bed and get away from this place, this life.

I can’t be bothered right now.  I’m just going to sit here for another hour and a half and then go home to sleep.  Sometimes the dreams aren’t terrible.  I’m never this tired there and I feel like I fit in to that world in ways I just can’t seem to fit in here.

So.  2-2.5 hours to go before I’m asleep.  Counting down….


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About Grainne

My name is Grainne. This blog has been with me for years now and has served as a journal, a confessional, an outlet and a place for me to create and express my love of life. Thank you for stopping by and for becoming a part of this life long journey of mine. I appreciate every single one of you who takes the time to do so. :)

6 responses to “Not even here…”

  1. Birdie says :

    ♥••*´¨`*•.☆• Sending a Hug •☆.•*´¨`*••♥

  2. The Sound of Ed's Voice says :

    I’m so sorry!! :[ what’s the countdown until the test?

  3. Jennifer Butler Basile says :

    Peace to you.

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