I’ve lost someone….
If any of you have heard from my friend “Hope” (or Kyra, to many of you), would you let me know? She has been a friend for years and I care for her so much…she’s vanished from her blog, from commenting on my blog (I could always count on her reading my words and commenting, not matter what was going on)…I’ve emailed her and finally, texted her. I didn’t want to be all in her face if she was needing some time away from the world, as I really understand what that feels like, but she’s never been so unreachable. I’m scared.
I have her mother’s email/phone number but I can’t invade her (hope’s) privacy that way. I don’t want to send the police or an ambulance screaming to her door…that sort of stuff triggers her so badly and some of her trauma has been hospital/care based so I know it’s likely the last thing she needs.
If she did end her life, I want her to end it the way SHE wants to and needs to without interfering. She knows I love her and that I will always forgive her for ending her life, if she chose to do so. I just really need to know…you know? What if she’s curled up in a ball on her bathroom floor, suffering and no one knows? (Oh there goes my imagination. Will stop thinking on it now before I panic myself).
If you’ve heard from her in a comment or a like since Dec 9th, please just let me know?