Just sitting in my car. Tears flowing from my eyes. They still sting from my last crying spell two nights ago.
The school called. Colt won’t do his work, won’t comply, won’t listen. He hasn’t sworn so far today but has done everything short of it. I laid into him on the phone but he just tossed attitude back at me. The principal then told me that the staff is tired of dealing with C’s crap. He is taking up an enormous amount of time, just in monitoring to be sure he doesn’t fly off the handle. She said the kids were getting weary of it all too. She says there is nothing more to be done … They’re out of ideas and resources. They want to move him into a placement.
I told her to send the application home.
I called Dayne who flipped out and hung up on me.
Sitting in my car now, sobbing away to myself. I’m so behind at work but I work in a glass office where everyone can see me. I had to get away.
Driving home after a few deep breaths. I almost hope I don’t make it.