Well Eff you too then.
Yeah, so, the HR woman finally called to let me know they don’t want me. Oh, sorry “they are no longer interested in pursuing my application for the position.” The HR gal has been in contact with the other one who is supposed to help me find something and they said they’d keep their eyes open for me. She said there are loads of medical secretary positions coming up. I guess if it comes to that I’ll take one and find a part-time job somewhere to make up the difference. It’s about 10$ less an hour. Awesome eh?
I started a profile and applied to the university at the medical school. I don’t know what the salary is or if they have drug benefits or a pension but I assume they do. There didn’t seem to be anyone to ask, just one computer portal to the next and then you’re dumped out the other side confused and slightly disoriented.
I was cool on the phone. Didn’t burst into wailing sobs or anything. Did that in the bathroom quietly thereafter. Now I’m hiding in my office in tears again. I’ve been here so many times before.
I can’t believe I was so quickly dismissed. What an insult. …i mean I suppose I can’t be everyone’s cup of tea but I was so overqualified for that stupid job. Ah well, at least I don’t have to worry about that guy who hated me making my life a living hell.
I know this isn’t the worst thing in the world but holy shit does it ever feel like it right at this second. On my shoulder sits an ugly little troll who keeps whispering that I’m going to lose everything.