It’s so cold in here.
I didn’t go in today. I look like I’ve been crying for a month. I’m taking one more day to pull myself together.
Right now I’m stuck in a frozen ball of sweat on the couch. I need my meds, dry clothes, a pee and about a gallon of water but I can’t make myself get up. One of the three hear sources broke last night and it is definitely one third colder. It’s -20something before the windchill so I imagine my house to be at 10 degrees (C).
Fuck it. Too cold. Getting up.