Woke up

It’s so cold in here.

I didn’t go in today. I look like I’ve been crying for a month. I’m taking one more day to pull myself together.

Right now I’m stuck in a frozen ball of sweat on the couch. I need my meds, dry clothes, a pee and about a gallon of water but I can’t make myself get up. One of the three hear sources broke last night and it is definitely one third colder. It’s -20something before the windchill so I imagine my house to be at 10 degrees (C).

Fuck it. Too cold. Getting up.


About Grainne

My name is Grainne. This blog has been with me for years now and has served as a journal, a confessional, an outlet and a place for me to create and express my love of life. Thank you for stopping by and for becoming a part of this life long journey of mine. I appreciate every single one of you who takes the time to do so. :)

2 responses to “Woke up”

  1. paindepression says :

    Brrr….. Be gentle to yourself, you do deserve it!

  2. Pete says :

    Oh darling 😦

    It’s 30 degrees here, it seems so bloody unfair doesn’t it? Sleep is what your soul needs though, be kind to yourself, treat yourself, love yourself. Plenty of people here have stuck with you and love you.


    Pete xo

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